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That's Not My Name: A Pulse-Pounding YA Thriller of Secrets, Lies

by Megan Lally

A teenage girl wakes up with no memory of her name or identity and must piece together who she is — and who she can trust — in this YA psychological thriller.

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First published2023
SettingAlton, Oregon and Washington City, Oregon
AudienceYA (12-18)
ISBN1728270111

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Megan Lally

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That's Not My Name

A Pulse-Pounding YA Thriller of Secrets, Lies

by Megan Lally

LuvemBooks Verdict

Best for

Readers aged 14–18 who crave psychological tension and questions of identity and memory, and who want a YA thriller that earns its emotional weight through two fully developed perspectives rather than a tidy resolution.

Worth it if

You're drawn to dual-narrative mysteries where the central question is not just what happened but who can be trusted — and you can ride with genre conventions around police procedure in exchange for genuine suspense and a bittersweet payoff.

Skip if

Readers who scrutinize procedural realism closely, or who tend to piece together dual-narrative connections early and find predictability a dealbreaker, may hit friction points that pull them out of an otherwise tightly wound story.

Kirkus Reviews called it "a gripping tribute to resilience" and "a thrilling delight right up to the unexpected and bittersweet conclusion," noting that the two immersive storylines bring both main characters' trials to life with equal emotional grounding. Reader review sites including teatimelit.com and megsbookrack.com placed it among the strongest YA thrillers in recent memory, with teatimelit.com describing it as "one of the best — if not the best — YA thrillers I have ever read."

A gripping tribute to resilience… the two immersive storylines bring to life the trials and frustrations each main character faces.

Kirkus Reviews
Sources: Kirkus Reviews, teatimelit.com, megsbookrack.com, howdidthatbookend.com
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That's Not My Name is Megan Lally's debut YA thriller built around two interlocking mysteries: a 17-year-old girl named Mary who wakes in a ditch with no memory and is handed over to a man claiming to be her father, and a boy named Drew racing to find his missing girlfriend while under suspicion himself. Kirkus Reviews calls it "a gripping tribute to resilience" and "a thrilling delight right up to the unexpected and bittersweet conclusion," and the dual-narrative structure gives both threads equal emotional weight. It's the ideal pick for YA thriller readers who prize psychological tension and identity-driven suspense over airtight procedural plotting — those who scrutinize police realism may find friction where others find momentum.
Is it worth reading?
For readers drawn to YA thrillers built around unreliable circumstances, identity, and memory, That's Not My Name delivers a confidently constructed dual narrative with genuine emotional stakes. Kirkus Reviews praised it as 'a gripping tribute to resilience,' and pre-publication endorsements from established YA thriller authors April Henry and Jessie Weaver signal real craft behind the debut. The key caveat: attentive readers may piece together the connection between Mary's and Drew's storylines before the characters do, and those who scrutinize procedural realism may find the police behavior a friction point. Readers who prioritize emotional propulsion over airtight plotting will get the most out of it.
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Readers who connect with That's Not My Name's themes of identity, trauma, and survival will find strong companions in the curated selections below. E. Lockhart's We Were Liars shares the same DNA of withheld truth and a devastating late reveal in a YA literary thriller framework. Laurie Halse Anderson's Speak deals with a teenage girl whose voice is suppressed and whose truth is disbelieved — a direct thematic echo of Mary's situation with Wayne. Kathleen Glasgow's Girl in Pieces explores survival and identity reconstruction through a deeply emotional, character-driven lens. Jennifer Lynn Barnes' The Naturals, while not in the catalogue, is also frequently cited alongside YA thrillers with sharp, puzzle-driven dual narratives.
Who should read this?
That's Not My Name is designed for YA thriller readers aged 14 to 18 who want psychological tension, questions of identity and memory, and a story that doesn't resolve neatly. It's particularly well-suited to readers who enjoy dual-narrative mysteries where the question is not just what happened but who can be trusted. Libraries and educators working with grades 9 through 12 will find the novel's themes — resilience, identity without memory, and control disguised as care — offer conversational depth beyond the plot. Readers who need airtight procedural realism or a fully satisfying resolution may find less to love.
What age is it for?
Best for ages 14 and up. The novel is explicitly aimed at readers aged 14 to 18, and its dual-narrative structure, psychological complexity, and themes of coercive control, identity, and memory suit the comprehension and emotional maturity of high school readers. The review places it squarely in the grades 9–12 range for educational contexts.
About Megan Lally
Megan Lally is the New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of dark and twisty young adult novels, including That's Not My Name. When not writing, she can be found barefoot at the ocean, drinking lavender lattes, or arguing — details she shares in her own author bio.
What are the main themes?
At its core, That's Not My Name interrogates identity, memory, and who gets believed. Mary's storyline raises the question of whether a person can trust their own fragmenting memories against the insistent authority of someone claiming to know who they are — a dynamic that author Jessie Weaver captured as asking: 'just because something is obvious, does that make it true?' Drew's thread explores social suspicion, the mechanics of being disbelieved by a community, and the fragile alliances that form under pressure. The review also identifies resilience and the insidious nature of control exercised through apparent care as thematic undercurrents that give the novel depth beyond its thriller mechanics.
Is this appropriate for teens?
That's Not My Name is written specifically for teens aged 14 to 18, and the review positions it squarely in grades 9 through 12 for educational contexts. Its psychological tension centers on coercive control and a teenager's struggle to verify her own identity against a manipulative authority figure — themes that are intense but handled with narrative purpose. Kirkus Reviews frames the novel as 'a gripping tribute to resilience,' suggesting the difficult content serves the story's larger emotional arc rather than being gratuitous.
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That's Not My Name opens with a 17-year-old girl waking in a ditch in Alton, Oregon, with no memory of who she is. When a man named Wayne Boone arrives at the police station with photos and a high school ID identifying her as 'Mary Boone,' authorities release her into his custody — but as fragmented memories return, they refuse to match Wayne's version of her life, including a food allergy he knows nothing about. Across the Willamette River in Washington City, a boy named Drew is the prime suspect in his girlfriend Lola's disappearance and teams with Lola's best friend Autumn to find her. The two storylines drive toward a single collision, converging in a bittersweet conclusion that Kirkus Reviews describes as 'unexpected.'

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Age & Reading Level

Recommended age

Ages 12–18

Reading level

Young adult

Content to know about

coercive control and psychological manipulation
abduction scenario
identity-based gaslighting

Best for: Ages 14+ — dual-narrative complexity and themes of coercive control, psychological manipulation, and identity under duress suit high school-level readers.

Skip if you need airtight procedural realism or a fully tidy, hopeful resolution.

Editorial Review

Megan Lally's debut YA thriller That's Not My Name, published by Sourcebooks Fire on December 26, 2023, delivers two interlocking storylines — a teenage girl with amnesia trying to determine whether the man claiming to be her father is telling the truth, and a boy racing to clear his name in his girlfriend's disappearance — that Kirkus Reviews calls "a thrilling delight right up to the unexpected and bittersweet conclusion."

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